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Painful
Alright. It’s one twenty three on Monday, and because I’ve been at this computer lab for 60 hours now (NOT kidding) and STILL haven’t finished the Introduction and Methods that I was supposed to hand in 37 hours ago (YES, I REALLY don’t know what I did with my time since then) I’m going to keep a log. Of everything I do, in ten-minute intervals, until I’m done. Which will probably be another twelve hours from now, because I still have so much work to do. I’m going to need to drink more coffee to stay awake, but for right now, I really just need to focus on my to-do list, and to keep going.
1:30 - started this list.
1:40 - added in one quote from my old thesis, kept reading. there is something about framing the debate with lesbians.
1:50 - stopped to regroup. and then wasted 5 minutes. restert. okay. i’m going to get stuck if i keep shifting gears. i should at least OUTLINE R___, and then switch to the L ones. and look. we’ll do the secret to fmh later. you are growing in that sphere, just keep doing it. it’s out there, and right now isnt the time to worry about it.
2:00 - UGH, just wasting time thinking about things. alright. i am going to outline r___ for the next 20 minutes.
2:10 - daydreamed, checked my iq, and finally opened the r____ document.
2:20 - 5 mins bathroom. when this is done, im going to call adhd doctors. fcuk me.
2:30 - pasted in the info and googled adhd again. shite. ok, back to work.
2:40 - ARGH. Facebook!
2:50 - nothing. printed out list of docs, read from my google reader. i’m getting discouraged, plus i have a shitload more work to do. ok. should i call those doctors? my conscience is telling me to instead work on the Spanish for an hour, i have to take a break at 4 anyway.
3:00 - yes i just wasted 20 minutes googling something home organization im not quite sure how i got there.
3:10 - yes i just wasted 20 minutes googling something home organization im not quite sure how i got there. - because is tarted googling ikea desks at 2;52, and then that led to googling under window shelving, and it all started because i looked out the windown and realized how helpful it is to work when you can see the sunshine outside and i wanted to do that at whome.
3:20 - wrote two sentences of the spanish section; looked up machismo and marianismo googled phone number, club in ddr.
3:30 - looked at some articles, then my phone rang, checked my email, looked at o’s photos, googled club t ne, other listings, looked at ddr on google maps, where i used to live tc.
3:40 - looked at AddC/IddF web site, thought about what to write to oddu, how i should talk about my time working at addc, peoples posts about t_dd
3:50 - looked at my email and MSF documentary preview.
4:00 - TAKE A BREAK FOR FOOD AND COFFEE. A BIG FRENCH VANILLA JUST DRINK THE WHOLE DAMN THING.
4:10 - DITTO
4:20 - DITTO
4:30 - DITTO
4:40 - GET BACK TO WORK RIGHT NOW.
4:50 - vdda lddt, jdda bddn, books on amazon
5:00 - glddr magazine wddg stories
5:10 - gldur magazine dddg stories
5:20 - ditto, plus some ny times about obamas aunt or something
5:30 - gawker, nyt real estate, facebook, glamour
5:40 - mtm, jalli, dorble, AT
5:50 - apparently napping
6:00 - working with I
6:10 - google reader, fbk, stalking kg
6:20 - google reader, fbk, updating this. on another note, recording all this makes me feel a bit less tired. and more motivated to work, since i clearly got nothing done. So I’m going to. I think that this is really what I need to do, every day for a month. And add up the totals…
6:30 talked to dr sddm
6:40 looked up c insurance googled my pdddt
6:50 ditto, i’m not sure
7:00 more fddk. okay, is it time to get working yet?
7:10 browsed jd
7:20 ditto
7:30 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
7:40 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
7:50 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
8:00 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
8:10 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
8:20 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
8:30 oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah oh god, you know seriously, i stayed here until 9:30 and i dont even know what i did except that it wasnt work. watched tv, rationalizing that i needed to take a break, looked at apartments, blah de blah
